Anxious.

It irritates me when I look at myself at the mirror. I'm thankful the way I look. I'm talking about the style of my diet resulting unwanted extra fat layers appear in my body. It annoys me when even the comments made by my mum. For each time I getting topless walking around my house, my mum will keep mention my stomach belly. And until today, she told my grandma while we were having lunch with her this afternoon. Grandma is healthy and cute. I love her. And I salute her.

I used to be buff. Like a buffalo. Get it? If I tackle someone, the pain I felt is much lesser compare to the other person. But, Its totally a different way right now. Okay la. Not so terrible. But my physical strength has decrease. That is one thing for sure.

I'm kind of anxious from the recent observation of my health condition. Very. Basically, I'm grasping for air for a short sprint. I'm so weak. I never felt this way before.

I promise, Now, I will start shaping up my body back. :)