Mountain height

The amount of my workload is crazy. It's totally insane. Imagine one working from 8:30 to 1am? That's not the end of the story, the almost same routine repeats on the next day. If this is my life, then I've been totally screwed.

I didnt mean to complain. I dream of being a boss. I know that the weight of the problems for a boss isnt easy. I believe this is the first step. If I manage to get through this, I think I'm closer to that title. At least I could transform my family life and my life into a better one, and giving the best to my youngest brother, Andy.

The opportunity cost?

What if my the goals that I pursing will change the way I am? What if the goals that I pursuing is the wrong direction? What if someday I sit down and regretted that all i ever pursue in my life is only success, business, fame and popularity?

Tomorrow

I thought by the end of the month of December, I could at least play a God's song by piano. Few more days more for a new year to kick in, Will I win or lose by racing with time? You have no idea on how much I love piano.

Tomorrow, I'll be working. This time round, It's no longer a job that I couldnt include in my resume. Unlike the previous job like promoter or merchandiser that I've became, you only work for the money, not the experience.

I'm only 20 this year. I wish I could further studies. I know God has plan for me. I pray that I could at least obtain a degree and prosper with the current job that I accepted.

They said working is tough, one thing I love about working is, at least you got no time to think about something called "Love".

Wanna be?

I'm done with my last semester. Now it left me wondering for days what i really want. What i really really want. But still I dont know what i really really want. Suddenly, spice girls just pop out out of no where in the corner of my mind. It's 'Wanna Be'. Guess what i want now is nothing more than a zigazig haa........


"Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
Really really wanna zigazig ha."

The recent Mission Trip

Last week I followed Dr Yee, my lecturer for a mission trip in Ipoh. We visted the same kampung that we visited previous time lead by Pastor Selva. ( I hope I spell his name correctly). If anyone of you are expecting pictures to view, then this post is gonna dissapoint you cuz none of the team member brought their camera. It was all inside our memory. :)

The team consisted of me, Geofrey, Phoebe, Dixon, Kevin Lee, Marwan, Jason and Dr yee. What makes this trip interesting is the presence of Geofrey and Phoebe. Cause it's their first time they participate in such mission trip. Reason given for joining, Last sem, Nothing to do d. :)

The first night was a disaster for anyone of us because we actually slept in the wrong position. We suppose to sleep in a vertical way not a horizontal way because of the stucture of the bamboo. The purpose of staying at the bamboo house is for us to have a closer experince of their lifestyle. Of course we enjoy the cold but definitely not the rooster start crowling under the bamboo. I kid you not, the rooster start to crow from 3,30am. Such a pain in the ear.

The night was a feast for anyone of us. We drop by this place like 'wai sei kai' (food street) to devour all the good deals of food. But apparently food price increases. So, not really many good deal around anymore.

For the second night, Geofrey, Phoebe, me, marwan and the driver, dixon head up all the way to cameron highlands to enjoy the cozy atmosphere. The fog was so thick and the visibility is really poor. We sang God's song during our way up. The temperature up the hill was around 5-10 celsius. Me and geofrey played paper scissors stone on top there challenging the loser must take off their shirt. Of course, I'm the lucky one to have my shirt on all the time. :) I think you can crush crack his nipple by the time he took off his shirt. Maybe the nipple frozen leh?

We back in our bamboo house in 3 sumthing in the morning. That's when we stumble upon a toad next to where Dr Yee is sleeping. At the point, It would have been better if Phoebe kiss the frog, but no..we dont wanna lose such a wonderful friend. So I chase the frog away. Judging the fact Phoebe already found her prince, why need another prince? two is better than one? :P


For the next day, we have a simple fellowship with the penghulu. After he bid us goodbye, we travel back to our so called 'normal life'. we enjoyed every moment we spend with the orang asli. Truly they are a blessing from God.

*Puji Tuhan*
Orang Asli: HALLELUJAH!!!!

New album

Just download three wonderful album which can certainly refresh my music playlist.

Whitney Houston - I look to you

I'm deeply obsessed with two songs in this album which entitled, "I look to you" and "I didn't my own strength". These two songs is really amazing. It really motivates me each time I listen to it! 

Casting Crowns - Until the whole worlds hears

Truly, I pray that this album will reach out to the non-believers and let the whole world hears about it. Not just the flow of the music, but the content, the quote that reminds us about the presence of God. 

Jewel - Lullaby

Seriously, once any of the song from this album start playing in my music player, my emotion will be driven to somewhere. It's like another side of the world. A relaxing world. 

What are you waiting for? check it out la. :)

Exam's over

Last 2 years which is the year of 2007, that's when I started to enroll in Life college. I'm counting the days to the end of the college which is the end of 2009. Every day, I told myself when can I only reach the day.

Finally, two and a half years just flew in a blink of an eye. Right now, I'm counting back the memories that I had since the day I stepped into Life College. I miss our senior, I will miss the current junior and of course those wonderful lecturer that taught me before.

Life is not simple at all. Life is tough. Mind you, I'm not talking about Life College, I'm talking about the real 'life' that we are having now. There are certain issue we have to be extra serious in life. One of those issue is Decision. In life, making the RIGHT decision is important. 

Right now, I need to know what exactly I want to do. I need a plan. I need answer. But how? only God knows..

Is that a problem?

I think I have a problem. The problem is, I cant sleep the way I sleep in the past. I just dont feel that my mind is fully shut down. It feels like my eyes are closed but my inner self are awake. maybe that's the reason I got attacked by LOTS of dreams lately. Almost every night, I dream. The dream was so real until I'm still tired after slept for 10 hours. The fact maybe i will disturb by my dreams and wake up during the 10 hours sleeps is as many as 7 tims! dam!

Perhaps, I think too much. Is there a decease for a person that think too much? screw it la. Exam is coming up next!